Thursday, March 09, 2006

Alienated in My Own Land

Botany Dept, Presidency College, my 2nd home. but now I feel totally like an alien here.. It's really hard to be friend with my classmates as all of them are non-presidencian. tho there are 2 who are just like the presidencians. well, i'm not a snob. neither i'm saying that my classmates are bad. they are pretty good on their own.but, the majic is not here anymore. I mean ....well, see;that they they were calling each other by the names of characters from"kyunki saas kabhi bahu thi" . and today when i use my habds to get lunch frm somone's box, two of them behave as if I'm contaminating the lunch. no wonder, my appeite was gone.

and after spending 2 days with my old friends, it's unbearable!!!thank God!!I've 2 of my presidencian seniors, who are doing their research in our dept. and the fun is that, i can act without any inhibitation when i'm with them, though they are my 5 year's senior. but I cant behave like this when i'm with my classmates.............

pray for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 comments:

adi said...

hang on their buddy,
as dear wasim bhai said before that historic trip to australia...
khade rehna, girna nahi

girlfreinds...
their boyfriends...
our inabilities...
relations with our cloeeagues...

nothing matters more than what we see in ourselves, we always know where we stand...hai na?

am not preaching man...believe me, am in the same boat, just the location is different

so keep standing, khade rehna, girna nahi ;)

ME said...

yeah.. just hang on. Not everything happens as you'd like them to be, right? Anyhoo, I think you should learn to mix with everybody.. it's an art. I remember when I started college, there was this huge "bengali" group in my department with whom I couldn't quite associate with.. weren't my choice of friends or even style. For the first couple of months it was a problem.. but then I decided that it was also my problem that I wasn't able to interact with them ..that I was staying away from them. So, I took the initiative and believe me, everybody likes me in the class.. and also, they can approach me without hesitation, talk to me freely and stuff..

..and no matter how much they may not be my style of friends, I learnt some from them. They were selfish but still, I talked to them and learnt from them one or two very small things.

Hope you get on well.. :) At the same time, do not let them get on you :)

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Pals said...

i dont want to sympathize... so this is from me...
we get to experience a lot of things in life... some maybe good whereas some maybe not so good...
all is in the mind... if u think that what u r going thru is good for u and is trying to make u ready for ur future, ul see how much u appreciate the condition u r in....

i dint mean to be too philosophical... btw...
iv seen this sort of thing and so thats why im saying this...