paradox!!!!

i was tired of seeing her everyday, talking to her everyday, going together to metro station everyday from college, behaving as a friends only!!i kept on telling myself that it'll just take some time and I'll be fit and strong to look for chicks again!!

I thought that if i take a break for some days, that'll help me. and that was one of the reason i wanted to come to delhi . yes I'm in delhi. i'm really having a gala time. i'm with people I like. but... why the hell i keep on thinking about her?? in fact , some times I miss her..


well!!human mind is a strange thing!!!who am I to discover it's mystery?

i jut hope that it'll just take some time and I'll be fit and strong to look for chicks again!!
yes!!! just a matter of time...
i'm fine and cool
in a great mood
in a place i wanted to be for so long
with people i care for
i've everything that makes me happy
in fact i'm happy, really happy
just with a teardrop in my eye!!

When There Was Me and You

( who could express human emotions better than Disney??
so here I'm expressing myself by copying and pasting the lyric of the song called "When There Was Me and You" from the Disney movie "High School Musical". Though not 100% but this song express my condition quite well...

thank You Disney, be there.)

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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Back to the Flow

the remnants are still there.but I've changed. earlier I used to feel something is missing if I do not talk to her for one day. But, now I don't call her..neither do I expect her to call me up. we are back to the relation called friendship.

but love never ceases...it always comes back..even if the medium is different( thanks deepti, for telling me this:P)

I'm in love..with life.
I enjoy watching Disney channel. I enjoy listening to music. I enjoy small things of life. I enjoy the glow of the moon.
and once again I enjoy spending time with my 1st love:books.
I love to read again( though not the books of my curriculum)

thanks...I'm back again..with a new love called life. and the journey will continue.

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